I feel very numb, I have cried my tears, acted on on my anger and now I am drained, drained of all what in essence, is me. Deep down I wanted a very different outcome, I wanted acceptance. And now I am tired of this bullshit of organized religion, I am tired of being the … More Numbness.
I suffer from depression, I have always had this shadow or dark cloud as I like to call, with me for many years. It can be mild, to a hurricane of darkness. I have had a number of years were I feel fine and then when I least expect it, that Dark Cloud starts hovering … More Got the blues.
We we get serious with that one person, we want to share our bed and our bedroom. We decide that we going to move in together. It’s romantic, driven by hormones and reason may has left the back door if we decide to move in very soon after meeting. Yes it’s all kind of cute … More Living together, the early years.
I find solace in blogging, allows me to do something I enjoy, write. It also allows me to put my thoughts on to a structure called my blog. It’s really how I See My Own WORLD. This may stem from me always wanting to be left alone, I was that person that could and still … More Mirror on that wall.
So let me explain how I got to wanting to write this. I woke up just after 3:30am on Saturday morning, our one cat woke me as she decided it was play time. So I went and sat in the TV lounge so I did not wake William and read. Last night I took a … More The way I see dating APPS.
Last night we had an amazing dinner, we made some lamb with fresh vegetable with cheese. I then also made grilled cheese bread as well, who knows why. It was just what we both were craving. The only downside was I used all the bread, so at 5:30 this morning I drive to a 24 … More The best of days: Lazy Sunday’s.
I belive I am short legged, I am 5ft 7 or 170cm. I am also medium build. William is 6ft 1. Now I have never really had a huge issue with being short. It’s maybe made me rather over confident in certain situations. The only negative I feel is that been of a shorter statue, … More Weighing IN
Over the last couple of days I have been following a story about a person who committed suicide. It’s sad that this person got to the point for him the only option was suicide. Some background: this person was a successful sports person, was in jail for some violent crimes, was a dad, a son … More Suicide, It does not make sense.
Hope all enjoys the holidays. Over the years we all do seem to collect stuff, and it’s all up to each person how they live with this. To me I have to have order, and William is slightly obsessive and a person of routine. Saying this we have accumulated clutter or stuff. You replace home … More Decluttering our lives.
To me, this year is just rolling alone as super-lightning speed. March is coming to the end and so far ts been one busy year. All good, well most of it. And as March bids us farewell, I realize how isolated I am right now with my family. This time is not due to lack … More Another month gone by.