I feel very numb, I have cried my tears, acted on on my anger and now I am drained, drained of all what in essence, is me. Deep down I wanted a very different outcome, I wanted acceptance. And now I am tired of this bullshit of organized religion, I am tired of being the … More Numbness.
I find solace in blogging, allows me to do something I enjoy, write. It also allows me to put my thoughts on to a structure called my blog. It’s really how I See My Own WORLD. This may stem from me always wanting to be left alone, I was that person that could and still … More Mirror on that wall.
Over the last couple of days I have been following a story about a person who committed suicide. It’s sad that this person got to the point for him the only option was suicide. Some background: this person was a successful sports person, was in jail for some violent crimes, was a dad, a son … More Suicide, It does not make sense.
Sunday’s I think are meant for doing very little. When my family stayed close by, we would always have a mandatory family lunch. It was special and uncomplicated. Fast forward, I no longer live close by. In fact I still same in the same city, my whole family has moved. My family now is William … More Sleepy Sunday.
Why are we together? Even though the stigma of being Gay is slowly receding into the realms of normality, there’s still work to be done when you commit yourself to a relationship. This can also work in your favor, though, as it’s a struggle you and your partner face together. It’s a common cause when … More Relationship, the way I see it:
William and myself have not shaved in 5 days. You may think this is no Big Deal, well as we both shave everyday of the week, I think it is. Maybe it’s missing the ritual of the routine of shaving, or is it a sign of the great time we have had this past week. … More We need a shave.
Being the youngest child had its challenges and benefits. Maybe it was seeing my older siblings falling in and out love that, and eventually getting married, that gave me the realization that as a Gay Man I may never have this love. Lets be honest, I was told that all gay mane cannot do commitment … More To my younger self.
Why do they call this the holidays? To me it’s just one big stress session of trying to fit in and do what is expected. I say make your own rules. Both William and myself have some single friends, straight and gay. Now it’s got nothing to do with sexual identification at all, but about … More We can choice to NOT walk alone.
I am not sure how other people are doing this time of year, but for me I am not in the best of places. Work, family and friends in that order. Maybe it’s this time of year or because it was actully a crap year. Not sure why. William and myslef are spending the holidays … More Is it just me.
Have a great Sunday.