To me, this year is just rolling alone as super-lightning speed. March is coming to the end and so far ts been one busy year. All good, well most of it.
And as March bids us farewell, I realize how isolated I am right now with my family. This time is not due to lack of trying on my side. I m getting no replies to emails, Facebook messages or even the odd text message. The way I see it, they too wrapped up in their own life’s and I am not that important on a day to level. Plus I was very vocal about the controlling nature of my one sibling. I belive their is a thin line berween caring and meddling, The bottom line (pun intended), with time I am becoming more and more distance from my brother, sister, nephews/nieces and my parents.
Sad but it’s my reality, I have lost the connection I once had with them. It’s due to distance of were we all live now. And lastly I hate to admit is, but part of this is also due to the fact that my family battles to accept I am a Gay Man. They have strong religious believes, which I respect but I no longer holds those believes.
End of March, and I ain’t bummed out yesterday. Ivan