From a young age, I have also felt I was an outsider. Never part of the inner circle, the in-crowd. Being the youngsters child also did not help. However this as I see it, was to me identifying that I was gay at a young age. I was different. Try tell that to your younger … More Standing outside of the Circle
I really enjoy TheChainSmokers, let me take a selfie. And yes it’s a dumb song however it’s addictive as its has a great clubbing beat. Let me take a Selfie. This is actually rather scary as we have become the generation that lacks communication skills, and before is spelt b-e-f-o-r-e and NOT….. B4. How we … More Let me take a selfie!
So you meet someone, excellent. You bonk your brains away, and then what? You move in together because that what you do, you have Sex-On-Demand, no more trolling the clubs scenes, the bars, the Internet wrong on all, the way I see it. When william and I decided to move in, it’s was because I … More So what’s it all about relationships and living in sin!!
St I am a born and bred city boy. Now I am not sure if that’s good or a bad trait. Maybe we were brought up to be more of a singleville, tough nor so sure. But city people have a certain hardness, and street smartness maybe but we are not the know-it-alls. Far from … More Stay Calm – Date a Country Man
To follow up on my prior post on depression To me I call it the dark place. The place were, I loose all motivation to do anything, the simplistic of tasks seem as if I must walk a mountain. At the worst, I would stay in bed for days and days. Just to shower, was … More The D word part 2:
The dark place. My personal story. As a child I did not have the knowledge or wisdom to understand myself. Being gay was a huge burden for me. Being the youngest child, a son, great things were expected. I had to follow the footprint that was expected, not my footprint, but those of my parents, … More The D word.!
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Re post. I woke up like every other day, but something was different. I did not know WHAT was different. I tried to shack off this feeling, then I remembered. I was signing off some paperwork at the office, and only then when I wrote the date, 11/9/2013, did I…
I was busy putting away my newly washed and ironed shirt, got me thinking. I complicate my life, shirts must be in the order light to dark, hangers all in the order, and what is it with me always having to have more than I need? Can I live simply? Don’t get me wrong, I … More Just hanging around
Have a great day. Ivan